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We're getting closer, my love. Slowly, it's true. But I suspect it'll be slow until it's fast…

So, what to do about this giant archive of letters I've spent the past three years writing to you?

I want to share it with you. And we are getting close to the point where I think I can start doing that…

Maybe… maybe a letter at a time. Pick out some of the less specific ones, ones that are purely about my love…

Or just write new ones.

And, I guess… at some point, I can just point you here, to this website. Or maybe bind them all up in a book (or two… one for the coffee table, one for the bedroom nightstand… ahem).

But… it's a lot. I don't want to overwhelm you. I don't want to scare you off. I think you know by now that I have feelings for you, but do you know how strong they are? Do you know how… obsessive I've been about you, especially lately? Would it bother you if you did know?

(I mean… you couldn't possibly scare me off… but I don't know how… usual I am)

I dunno. I don't want to be dishonest and tell you they don't exist. But, once you know they do… If you demand to see them all, I don't want to keep them from you.

Maybe I should spend some time categorizing them. Or something. I'm going to need to give it some thought.

Because you deserve to know. But, ask any educator… the way knowledge is transferred is important. And maybe I'm stepping on my own feet here, but… I need to make sure the way this knowledge is transferred to you is perfect. Or as close to it as humanly possible. Which probably isn't very close at all, lol.

Oh, I love you my star. I'm so happy to be where we are today, and I can't wait to see where we go tomorrow. I know the road ahead is still clouded in fog, but at some point recently, we started lighting each other's way. We'll get there. I know we will.

Yours,
♒️